BFF

This post I dedicated to my super love best friend ( in Bali  ) Elisa and Icha ..

We've been met from the first time I came in into senior high school. I met both of them. 

And we become so close after we graduated on 2008. Then this is the story begin..

*I will tell you from the tons of picture below..*

*Please bear with me, sure, because I really miss them, sooo muchhh!!!*

*Caution, the damage of your eyes caused by all of the picture below is out of my responsibility :p*

Left-Right : Elisa, Icha and of course, Me.
Look at our "Jadul" face -__-"

*unedited*

From this picture, we named our gank became : Genk Gocenk.
Ps : Gocenk is one of the menus from KFC :P

It is around Sep 2009 *if i'm not mistake*

via webcam

@ KFC Jimbaran (again until next 6 photos, please don't close my blog)

I don't know what I supposed to edit *clueless*

Photo studio @ Jazz Photo Studio 

@ Jazz Photo Studio edited by me

Icha's 20th birthday
*in the really early morning, we came into icha's house and bring her to the beach, perfect!
And those of our "inner beauty" #MukaBaruBangun

This is the night party in Ranaka Villa

@ Mangroove, photograph by Edward Djong

18 Sep 2011

05 May 2012

If I could count, we have been 4 years together. We're so close. We always share EVERYTHING even the worst sins we have done *secret* Sometimes we go out, to the beach only for taking photos, sharing, make jokes or even laughing at the absurd people around us, eat and many more.

We're truly different. Icha is the boyish one. She's friendly but a little bit "ignorer" person. And Elis is the sexiest, but she is the wise one. And me? I'm the smallest, they always called me with "bocil" . They also call me the creative one, the moderator :p 

We have been passed many things : problems, happy moment, laugh, cry, truth, lie, love and hate too.

I really feel they're the best person that GOD gives to me *thanks God* I really blessed with them beside me.

As I mentioned above, now I really miss both of them.. It's been 2 months since the last time I met them.

Last time we met is when ICHA WEDDING. Yes guys, Icha married!!! I though I ever told you before ( on my birthday post ). I promise will post the wedding party soon *really sorry to forget to posting here :'( #BadBlogger #BadFriend X(

Actually, because of her marriage, we never meet again *so sad* yeah, I know about the privacy and the privilege Icha and her husband. Aa, I though young marriage will be great, but I changed my mind :)))

And Elisa, she's too busy now. With her boyfie. Yes, I'm alone now. I'm a single one ( the one who don't have any bofie yet )*crying out* 

You know, we ever dreamed about our future. When we have boyfie ( each of us ), we will hanging out for triple date. And then, we get married one by one, then in the next trip, we will be with our husband. And the next time, we will gather together with our children. Aaaa, that's sweet, isn't?

But the fact is different. After Icha get married, she so hard when I asked to going out. Even Elis too!

Elis not married yet, but her boyfie always forbid her to going out with me. And in another time, her boyfie join with us *which is so suck. How come I tell my story if there's any another boy. It strange you know?*

Not only hard to meet, we also rare for sending text message each other, WTH! Almost every one week, I send text message to them, but only Elis who replied. Icha, rarely. hikssssssss.

Now, I really want to meet them again. I want that time fly back :( I wish I could :(

Anyway, I already sent text message, but they didn't really concern about our friendship.
I know, both of them never read my blog. They even didn't know I have a blog, because *sorry* they're a little bit oldies :p But, I wish they really know, HOW I MISS THEM.

*BONUS PICT*

This is the last time we met. on ICHA'S WEDDING look our craziness, huh?!
*Sorry for blurred photo, i take it with my bb*

*All photo taken from my facebook, therefore the resolution are small. Due to I have no one our photo in my office laptop :(

xoxo

Recent Updates

Wohooo! It's been a long time I didn't update my blog :( *Please forgive me*

But today, this is just a quick post. Because I still have no idea what I supposed to write :p

Just recent updates of what's going on with me lately..

Explanation :

A. I cut my bangs ^^ 

I got inspired from serial Tv "New Girl" a.k.a Jess ( the actress ) in Star World ch. 156 =)

B. Hey, did you know what pic is that? It's called BPKB.

Yesss. That's my OWN! well I don't know what in english, but that book is describe about your motor-cycle/vehicle. Finally, I pay off my credits of my mio =) *with my OWN money, from my sweat after work for almost 4 years* How proud I am <3

C. That's my schedule of servant in my church.

Yay, finally! I could finishing my target slash resolution slash dream *or whatever you called it* ( again ).

I'm a singer now *Big Grin* Even my voice not as good as a real singer, but I'm sure GOD loves my voice so much, even more than lady gaga voice, I guess. He loves my heart and soul too, because my voice represent them =) 

Hope will going well then. 

Well that's what happened in me in about last month. With proudly I announce, I've been reached a couple from a lot of my resolution this year. Aaa, how I love my life <3

And the best news is, I still have 5 months to reach all of my resolution. Yay! Please wish me luck! =)

xoxoxo

Nothing, just ME

Yeaaaaah, I still use "nothing" word. Because I feel nothing nowdays. What the H*LL with me?!
Well, I just want to show you how huge my narcissism, here. Enjoy y'all! :)

Well if you really want to know where that photo taken, I could only tell you, that is the lalala land :)

xoxo

Nothing to be explain

Yes, sometimes if you're in trouble, you just have to be quiet. Because there's nothing to be explain. All you have to do is solving that problems. If you do the mistake, admit it and do apologize and promise to not repeat it again. Not by your "blablablah" to everybody you know, or give so many reason, only for do protection to yourself. And it become bullshit nothing for me. 

It happened to me in a couple days ago. Not me as the trouble one, but I had a problem with someone out there, and i feel like hey-i-don't-want-to-hear-any-reason-from-you-please .. He's not quite good to defending his selves, and apologize sounds nothing for this case. Therefore, it makes me learn more. That there's a time you have to defend  your self and there's a time that you have to admit your mistake or there's a time you could only be quiet because there's nothing to be explain because the universe will protect you, instead.
Well that's my opinion, not for depending my self indeed :)

xoxo

Don't you remember?

Being so in love with the song's from Adele - Don't you remember .. 

Yeah, this song was really remind me with someone out there *which is love Adele too* 

He always sang "someone like you" after he broke up with his gf. And guest what, he's not only gets someone like you *his ex* but he COME BACK with his ex! *Please, let me laugh so loud, HAHAHAHA!*Evil's laugh*

But even i love that songs too, i never agree with what Adele says : "Never mind, i'll find someone like you.." Ugh, it was so galau, you know? How come you could move on if you still finding someone like your ex? I'm a real dreamer. And I'm still the major of "miracle believer" , therefore until now, i still believe that : if you broke up with your BF/GF it means there's nothing to be struggle with. So GOD give you both a space, because HE will give the other one for both of you. Of course the best and even the greatest one. Why we give us tiring way to find someone like your ex-which-is-not-so-worth-for-you? 

But, in this song, Adele still in mellow mood i thought. And the lyric of this song was so ME. 

Yes, this is what i feel today..

When will I see you again?

You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,

No final kiss to seal any seams,

I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,

And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?

Or have you completely erased me from your memory?

I often think about where I went wrong,

The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,

And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,

I kept my distance so you would be free,

And hope that you find the missing piece,

To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?

Aaah, yeah, to be honest, in my fickle heart ( galau ) and bitterness ( kebencian ) to him, I still have a feeling of missing him. Everything we'd passed, six month is not a short time. There was still on my mind, completely. But my question is, DON'T YOU REMEMBER??? I won't to ask him the reason he loved me before. I just want to ask him, DID he ever loved me before? then where does it goes? 

But still, I'm standing now, try to walk away.. Not to forget it, but i will always remember him in my deepest heart, bring it all on my way..