Friday, June 29, 2012

Nothing, just ME

Yeaaaaah, I still use "nothing" word. Because I feel nothing nowdays. What the H*LL with me?!
Well, I just want to show you how huge my narcissism, here. Enjoy y'all! :)












Well if you really want to know where that photo taken, I could only tell you, that is the lalala land :)

xoxo


Friday, June 22, 2012

Nothing to be explain

Yes, sometimes if you're in trouble, you just have to be quiet. Because there's nothing to be explain. All you have to do is solving that problems. If you do the mistake, admit it and do apologize and promise to not repeat it again. Not by your "blablablah" to everybody you know, or give so many reason, only for do protection to yourself. And it become bullshit nothing for me. 
It happened to me in a couple days ago. Not me as the trouble one, but I had a problem with someone out there, and i feel like hey-i-don't-want-to-hear-any-reason-from-you-please .. He's not quite good to defending his selves, and apologize sounds nothing for this case. Therefore, it makes me learn more. That there's a time you have to defend  your self and there's a time that you have to admit your mistake or there's a time you could only be quiet because there's nothing to be explain because the universe will protect you, instead.
Well that's my opinion, not for depending my self indeed :)

xoxo

Friday, June 1, 2012

Don't you remember?

Being so in love with the song's from Adele - Don't you remember .. 
Yeah, this song was really remind me with someone out there *which is love Adele too* 
He always sang "someone like you" after he broke up with his gf. And guest what, he's not only gets someone like you *his ex* but he COME BACK with his ex! *Please, let me laugh so loud, HAHAHAHA!*Evil's laugh*

But even i love that songs too, i never agree with what Adele says : "Never mind, i'll find someone like you.." Ugh, it was so galau, you know? How come you could move on if you still finding someone like your ex? I'm a real dreamer. And I'm still the major of "miracle believer" , therefore until now, i still believe that : if you broke up with your BF/GF it means there's nothing to be struggle with. So GOD give you both a space, because HE will give the other one for both of you. Of course the best and even the greatest one. Why we give us tiring way to find someone like your ex-which-is-not-so-worth-for-you? 
But, in this song, Adele still in mellow mood i thought. And the lyric of this song was so ME. 
Yes, this is what i feel today..



When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?


Aaah, yeah, to be honest, in my fickle heart ( galau ) and bitterness ( kebencian ) to him, I still have a feeling of missing him. Everything we'd passed, six month is not a short time. There was still on my mind, completely. But my question is, DON'T YOU REMEMBER??? I won't to ask him the reason he loved me before. I just want to ask him, DID he ever loved me before? then where does it goes? 
But still, I'm standing now, try to walk away.. Not to forget it, but i will always remember him in my deepest heart, bring it all on my way..