When you've got a good thing

Everybody keeps telling me I'm such a lucky man.

Looking at you standing there I know I am.

Barefooted beauty with the eyes that blue.

The sun shine sure looks good on you, I swear.

Oh I can't believe I finally found you baby.

Happy ever after, after all this time.

Oh there's gonna be some ups and downs.

But with you to wrap my arms around, I'm fine.

So baby, hold on tight.

Don't let go,

Hold onto the love were making,

Cause baby when the ground start shaking,

You gotta know, when you've got a good thing.

You know you keep on bringing out the best of me.

And I need you now even more than the air I breathe.

You can make me laugh when I wanna cry.

This will last forever I just know, I know.

-Lady Antebellum-

Being so obsessed with Lady Antebellum songs lately. And this is one of my favorite ever, because it represent my feeling with my lovely one, S. Yes, he is the good ( even the best ) thing I've got so far. And I wish he'll be the last and forever for me :)

P.s : I'd try to copying the youtube version to this blog, but unfortunately they still don't have the HD quality, so you better youtube-ing by yourself ;) 

My suggestion? hear also their songs : Need You Now ( the famous one ), I Run To You, and Just A Kiss.

xoxo,

@chieliciouz

Don't you remember?

Being so in love with the song's from Adele - Don't you remember .. 

Yeah, this song was really remind me with someone out there *which is love Adele too* 

He always sang "someone like you" after he broke up with his gf. And guest what, he's not only gets someone like you *his ex* but he COME BACK with his ex! *Please, let me laugh so loud, HAHAHAHA!*Evil's laugh*

But even i love that songs too, i never agree with what Adele says : "Never mind, i'll find someone like you.." Ugh, it was so galau, you know? How come you could move on if you still finding someone like your ex? I'm a real dreamer. And I'm still the major of "miracle believer" , therefore until now, i still believe that : if you broke up with your BF/GF it means there's nothing to be struggle with. So GOD give you both a space, because HE will give the other one for both of you. Of course the best and even the greatest one. Why we give us tiring way to find someone like your ex-which-is-not-so-worth-for-you? 

But, in this song, Adele still in mellow mood i thought. And the lyric of this song was so ME. 

Yes, this is what i feel today..

When will I see you again?

You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,

No final kiss to seal any seams,

I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,

And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?

Or have you completely erased me from your memory?

I often think about where I went wrong,

The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,

And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,

I kept my distance so you would be free,

And hope that you find the missing piece,

To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?

Aaah, yeah, to be honest, in my fickle heart ( galau ) and bitterness ( kebencian ) to him, I still have a feeling of missing him. Everything we'd passed, six month is not a short time. There was still on my mind, completely. But my question is, DON'T YOU REMEMBER??? I won't to ask him the reason he loved me before. I just want to ask him, DID he ever loved me before? then where does it goes? 

But still, I'm standing now, try to walk away.. Not to forget it, but i will always remember him in my deepest heart, bring it all on my way.. 

Life keeps on turning

"Losing you is not the end of the world, but its true, that's definitely hurt.."*

*No word i could say for today, *I'M INTO MELLOW FEELING NOWDAYS* so, i hope this part of lyric from Mocca-Life Keeps On Turning , could change my mood.

Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below

When you too in love to let it go

If you never try you will never know

Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face

And I..

Tears stream down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down on your face

And I..

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you.

**Yesterday i watched glee on star world. And found these beautiful songs. Actually this songs originally from Cold Play, which i loved so much.. But in the link i embed above, which all glee cast as the choir was super great! and yes, i love the lyric madly!
It is about the disappointed feeling of someone but, believe, HIS lights will guide you, and somebody's will try to fix you..

Happy wednesday, Peeps!

Come back oh crumbly soul~

I'm back! haha, pasti pada bingung deh.. Tumben Achie cepet banget move on nya.. zzzzz

Sebenernya setelah postingan terakhir, Gw dapet banyak banget pelajaran.

Yap, pelajaran tentang harusnya Gw ngga main-main sama perasaan Gw, pelajaran tentang harusnya Gw tetep pada pendirian dan apa yang udah disepakati ga boleh plinplan, pelajaran tentang rasa memiliki dan rasa sayang.

Ah, i have a lot lesson from him! 

Dan yang paling penting adalah pelajaran buat bisa bangkit dari segala keterpurukan Gw ( tanpa harus menyesali apapun yang udah terjadi ). Yeah, Gw ngerasa harusnya Gw mengasihani diri Gw sendiri karena berkompromi sama hati Gw. Gw bermenye-menye di postingan terakhir, seakan dunia Gw berhenti ketika Gw kehilangan dia.

Lagi-lagi Gw inget sama lagunya mocca yang Life keeps on turning , Yeah, Losing you is not the end of the world, but it's true, that's DEFINITELY HURT.

Iya sakit, sakit banget.. Saking sakitnya Gw jadi mati rasa. Jujur aja, sekarang ini Gw lagi menutup hati buat siapapun..Kalau boleh Gw pinjem kata-katanya si Dee, sekarang ini Gw lagi mau recovery dulu lah..

Being single and enjoy MY OWN life. Lagian, Gw masih Achie yang percaya sama Tuhan dan segala mujizat yang bisa DIA kerjakan. Pasti Tuhan lagi menyiapkan yang terbaik buat Gw..

Hmm, oke, sekedar sekilas info aja, Gw sama Dee masih bertemen baik sampai detik ini.

Malahan pagi ini kita ngobrol panjang via bbm. Emang gak bisa Gw ceritain disini, tapi mungkin ini juga salah satu alasan Gw bangkit lagi. Ada hal-hal yang tidak bisa dipaksakan di dunia ini.

Gw gak bisa memaksakan punya hubungan special sama Dee, dan Dee juga ga mungkin memaksakan Gw buat ngelupain dia. All i have to do is, protect my heart. Losing my feeling, without forgetting him.

Dan Dee masih tetep jadi penyemangat Gw buat ngeblog. Ngga tau kenapa, tiap Dee bilang "keep posting ya.." atau "lanjutin nulisnya ya.." itu selalu buat Gw balik ke masa-masa obsesi Gw sebagai penulis.

Dan inilah gw sekarang. I'm ready to fly~~~

Keep Holding On

Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away

I wish you were here

Before it's too late, this could all disappear

Before the doors close

And it comes to an end

With you by my side I will fight and difference

I'll fight and difference

Yeah, yeah

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

Perfect Time

Whoaaa, udah lama banget gw nggak wara wiri di blog.. Jangankan buat bikin postingan, buat blogwalking

yang mana ngga perlu mikir aja gw ngga sempet, sumpaaaah sibuk banget gw.. #BerasaArtis #KibasKaftan #AlaSyahrini.

To be honest, dan bukannya sok sibuk, tapi emang udah ( kurang lebih ) 2 minggu ini gw jadi manusia sibuk..

Di kantor lagi banyak kerjaan karena lagi ngurus group dari Jakarta ke Bali, dan gw handle semua tiketnya..

Belom lagi kemaren agent partner kita di Tehran dateng ( Mrs. Elmira ) dan gw harus nemenin dia inspection ke hotel2..Fyuuuh! boro2 bisa buka FB buat main cityville #EEAA #BocahAbis , buat ngapdet status aja gw ngga sempet, Peeps..Kalo twitter Oke laah, gw masih sempet berkicau2 disitus itu.. Tapi kalau di FB, biasanya gw lebih sering berkata2 mutiara ( dan, hey, it takes a million time to think those word to be shared into a facebook :D ) Jadi, FB gw dan Blog gw sedikit terbengkalai..

But today, di minggu sore nan indah, di temani winamp berisikan lagu2nya sheila on 7 dari jaman dodol sampe jaman google, ditemani juga dengan secangkir nescafe-moccachino  dan cuaca yang mendung mendayu2, daaaaan laptop kantor yang ( alhamdulilah yah.. ) keyboardnya lengkap dan modem smartfren yang hari ini lagi cantik banget, gw jadi semangat banget buat ngeblog..

Yang terpenting karena, aaaah, gw kangen banget nulis..

Peeps, belakangan ini ( setelah ber-mellow2-galau2-labil2 berbulan2 yang lalu ) gw sekarang lagi ter FLASHBACK sama masa2 lalu gw.. Rasanya ini perfect time* banget buat gw cerita disini..

Iyah, gw lagi deket niiih sama mantan pacar  gw waktu jaman SMP ( yeaaah, jaman Sheila on 7 laaah )..

Awalnya karena dia yang lagi patah hati, ngerengek2 pengen ke Bali ( oke bahasanya lebay ).. Terus lama2 jadi sering komunikasi, sering chatting via ym, sering smsan, bahkan telpon2an di jam orang ngeronda..

Hebat juga si dia, bisa bikin seorang achie, kebangun subuh2 dan ngobrol berjam2 -___-"

Iya, si mantan yang satu ini emang masih sering contact, dari dulu hubungan kita emang baik2 saja.. Dan sekarangpun semakin membaik :)

Even, gw juga ngga tau hubungan kita itu seperti apa dan bagaimana.. Yang gw tau, dia masih terluka dan butuh seseorang buat ada disampingnya.. Iya, gw pun pernah merasa seperti itu, gw tau betapa sakitnya perasaan dia saat ini..makanya gw pengen jadi orang yang bisa menyembuhkan dia..

Tapiii, sebelum semakin jauh, kita sudah memagari/memproteksi diri kita masing2 supaya ngga terlalu dalam menyelami "hubungan" ini.. Karena, yeaaah, we have a really big wall which we both can't climb it or even break that wall.. do you know what i mean? yes, religion..

Lagi2 gw ketemu sama masalah itu.. Kita beda agama, dan kita tidak mungkin memanjat tembok yang merupakan fondasi ( prinsip ) hidup kita, kita juga ga bisa menerobosnya.. We have our own way..

Dan rasanyapun ngga akan segampang itu untuk salah satu mengalah dan mengikuti kepercayaan lain.. fyuuuh, too complicated..

Dan masalah kedua, LDR.. ah, walaupun masalah kedua masih bisa di selesaikan.. Tapi, please..

Gw ngga mau terus2an melakukan kesalahan yang sama.. Gw bukan seekor keledai.. Bahkan keledaipun gak akan jatuh di lubang yang sama, kan?

Jadiii, inilah kami.. Hanya saling mengobati, dan kalau kita sudah menemukan OUR PERFECT TIME ( someday ) .. Gw ataupun dia, janji akan rela.. Sakit sih, tapi gw sudah pernah merasakan yang lebih sakit dari ini.. FOR SURE, masa pacaran gw sama si mr.P kemaren, bener2 buat gw belajar dan semakin dewasa..

Makanya gw ngga mau sembarangan lagi.. Gw yang sekarang, lebih hati2 bersikap, lebih hati2 memilih pasangan, lebih hati2 dalam segala hal deh..

Well balik lagi ke perfect time itu.. Kenapa gw bisa kasih judul perfect time? Asli ini nggak sengaja, tapi malah jadi berkesinambungan #Tsaaaah *Bahasa lu, Chie, beraaat..

Iya, awalnya ngerasa ini perfect time buat ngeblog.. Setelah selesai dengan laporan ticketing gw, otak gw terisi penuh ( setelah perut dan tenggorokan gw juga penuh -___-" ) buat ngeblog..

Terus, sambil ngenet gw pilih lagu2 dari sheila on 7 buat nemenin gw.. Dan baru inget juga, ada lagunya sheila on 7 yang judulnya sama ( Perfect Time ) .. Dannn, penasaran dong, apa sih yang dimaksud dengan perfect time oleh Duta, Eross, Adam dan si drummer *yang gw lupa namanya ..

ini dia liriknya :

Tonight is the perfect time

Pack my things and try

Remember all the words that went bad

These hands you should hold

This heart you should keep

Let the stars above us replace all the falling tears

*Would it be better if we were never near

Knowing you more has always been my fear

Let's say goodbye to find a better place

Before it's too late

Reff:

There is always a way for love

But sometimes not on the same road

Dreaming is the only land fits for you and me

[2x]

Tadaaaaa.. kalau boleh saya sedikit sok tau, ini justru bercerita tentang waktu yang tepat untuk berpisah *ini lagunya SO7 yang lain, yak??? 

Iya bener, coba aja dibaca liriknya : let the stars above us replace all the falling tears.. ( biarkan bintang diatas kita menggantikan semua tangisan yang jatuh )..

Dan lirik selanjutnya, Would it be better if we were never near..

yes, yes.. mungkin lebih baik gw sama si dia ( si mantan jaman smp ) , ga pernah dekat dalam jarak..

karena : knowing you more has always been my fear..

yes, yes ( again ) mengenal dia lebih lagi merupakan ketakutan gw..

Let's say goodbye to find a better place.. 

Ehmm, gw ga mau ngelanjutin deh..

Yes, setelah dia atau mungkin gw menemukan soulmate kita masing2, kita mungkin ngga akan sedekat ini lagi.. atau mungkin kita akan berpisah.. Walaupun jujur, ada ketakutan kehilangan dia.. Begitupun dia..
Tapi kalau Tuhan yang mengatur, pasti di waktu yang tepat, dan pasti akan sempurna :)

however, i love you D..

xoxo,

@chieliciouz