Monochrome

Been a half month I'm not blogging anyway. A lot of things happened in that time. Just a quick story, 3 days ago is my super saddest birthday ever. I have no surprise from anyone, no present, and no boyF since i was broke up exact in the evening on 31st march( the time when I supposed to be have a dinner ) :_( poor me, isn't? But don't worry, we're getting back together now :p And hey, I'm turning into 23rd years old now. Yes, supposed to be  more mature and wiser ( hopefully ) cause of dramas of my life is just started. Fufufufu!

Well actually I still not in the right mood to tell all of them. So please forgive my laziness ya *big grind* 

And this post really represented my mood today..

Monochrome. Sometimes your life seems to be like monochrome. Just one color, grey ( with or without black and white ). It looks soooo pale, like you're not alive nor die. Feeling alone in this crowded world. You need to paint your souls. Yes you have to coloring your soul, with your favorite colors. But hey, grey also one of them ( read : color ), huh? 

Below, I'll bombarded you with my self photo, with what people called boring color : Monochrome.

Enjoy ^^

P.S : I coloring my hair into mocha ( treating my self before my birthday ), but i'll show you guys the real color soon ;)

xoxo,
@chieliciouz

 

When you've got a good thing

Everybody keeps telling me I'm such a lucky man.

Looking at you standing there I know I am.

Barefooted beauty with the eyes that blue.

The sun shine sure looks good on you, I swear.

Oh I can't believe I finally found you baby.

Happy ever after, after all this time.

Oh there's gonna be some ups and downs.

But with you to wrap my arms around, I'm fine.

So baby, hold on tight.

Don't let go,

Hold onto the love were making,

Cause baby when the ground start shaking,

You gotta know, when you've got a good thing.

You know you keep on bringing out the best of me.

And I need you now even more than the air I breathe.

You can make me laugh when I wanna cry.

This will last forever I just know, I know.

-Lady Antebellum-

Being so obsessed with Lady Antebellum songs lately. And this is one of my favorite ever, because it represent my feeling with my lovely one, S. Yes, he is the good ( even the best ) thing I've got so far. And I wish he'll be the last and forever for me :)

P.s : I'd try to copying the youtube version to this blog, but unfortunately they still don't have the HD quality, so you better youtube-ing by yourself ;) 

My suggestion? hear also their songs : Need You Now ( the famous one ), I Run To You, and Just A Kiss.

xoxo,

@chieliciouz

Thanks God Its March

Time flies so fast, isn't? I still though just last month i wrote love-sad-story with my EX, posting a lot of things about him, but now, I had a new partner of life :') 

All times I've been passed, means a lot for me. God trying to teach me every single day i lived. 

There's so much blessing I got from HIM. All the bitter sweet comes along that time, and bring me to my-grateful-list-which-I-have-to-share-to-you  :

*Thanks God, I still alive till today, its the GREATEST GRACE from my only one Jesus.

*Thanks God, I didn't waste so many times to crying for my EX. 

*Thanks God, You give me the new ( and hope my last ) partner of life named Simon Angga.

*Thanks God, my family knows about my relationship. And I wish my family could accept him and his family too.

*Thanks God, I've been passed 1 month 5 days with my lovely Simon Angga. I also wish GOD will bless our relationship, I just want GOD controlling our relationship, because HE knows what best for us. My pray till today, I could be forever with him. Yeah, i have a lot of wish regarding my relationship ( maybe will share for the next post ). 

*Thanks God, now I live alone ( not with my parents or even my sister/brother ). Well sometimes with my friend office ( Rahma ). All things I have to managed by myself, from washes clothes *Aaa i miss my mommy! since I always complaining everyday while she washing all my clothes :( I have to buy meals since I still not have a stove or any cooking tools x( I even not have Tv guys! How poor I am >.<
But again, it brought me to the decision that my family choose. All those circumstance make me to have a super big big heart. My life even yours never getting easier, trust me! It will getting harder and harder, but sure, it can be BETTER and BETTER if you could pass it. The question is, how come I ( in my case ) pass it all? My answers : KEEP ON GOING in GOD PATH, STOP COMPLAINING and START BE GRATEFUL in EVERY SITUATION AND CONDITION.

Yes, nothing we could do except be grateful in every condition. I know, it wont change the conditions, but it really works to change your mindset, your mood, your heart, yes, it would make you happier, it would make everything LOOKS easier. It helps anyway. 

And last but not least, 

*Thanks God, its MARCH already! Yeay, the month of my birthday. My month!!! 

I will getting older, and (wish) wiser, and (wish) stronger, and (wish) smarter. 

Do I have so much wishes for this month? OF COURSE! So March, please be the nicest month for me :)

xoxo,

Chieliciouz

Happy ( belated ) Valentine's Day!

No words that I can tell you right now *still in period and had a bad mood, anyway.

I owe you the story yes? Gonna post it later, maybe in our monthversary :D

So all I can write here is, happy (belated) valentine's day for all of you, from me and my boyfie :*

xoxo,

@chieliciouz

Another SUNday..

I'm back to blogging, yay! After my super-busy-time for moving out from my (rent) house to the temporary room ( in Indonesia called KOST *oh I just googled that words formerly taken from Dutch ). Yes, I finally rent A room for my self. Even still nearby my sister's room. 

Too complicated to be explain anyway *sorry.

So here I am, trying hard to be more often blogging, especially for outfit post :)

This is my outfit for last Sunday, while I went to church..

What I wore : Unbranded chiffon dress (include inner) bought at ITC Fatmawati,
Necklace from  Frezia  , Unbranded tights,  and Amelie from Up 

*My self timer camera mode : ON*

Looking the picture above reminds me about my old rental house. That's my messy bedroom. Yes, blue color not because I love blue, but it could make your room cooler ( i'm sure ). Ah, too much memories there. And I'm going to cry now :'( Gonna miss you my little peace house. It's been 3 years we used you for our shelter. You are the witness of our (sad and glad) stories. You'll be always in my mind, even my bedroom are the suck one, because of the leaky roof x_x 

I still wish I could buy you, someday :')

Last but not least, that picture taken by me, with self timer. So sorry for bad resolution, because yeah, my suck-but-i-loved-to-be-there room is too tight and again messy, only that photo that I could got >.<

And sure, this is the last, this is FEBRUARY baby! Andddd I can't wait for my birthday on March *one step closer :p  .. Oh, I can't wait for valentine also, since on 27 January 2013, I'm officially had a boyfriend *dancing* 

Well, will see what will happened for the next, just wish us luck! :)

xoxo,

@chieliciouz